我的故事

我每次听歌的时候都会毫不犹豫地幻想我和你以后的日子。你会在我的老家牵着我的手坐在椅子上，然后叫我打开你手中的盒子。我打开过后，看见你织的围巾和冷帽，再看看你伤痕累累的手，那时候的我就会说：“dear,辛苦你了！”围巾和冷帽的下面藏着一个信封，我问你这是什么，你会微微笑然后叫我打开它。当我一打开的时候，我就会看到飞往罗马的双人机票，然后你就说：“dear,这是你的圣诞礼物”

然而，歌播完了以后就没有了。

最近生活过得很写意，不知道是不是暴风雨要来了。偶尔读一下名句精华，读累了就进房听歌去，出来后就开始上网，上网了就看戏。好像很慵懒哦！有时想起伤心事就一个人躲在房间里播着mp3里多不胜数的伤感歌曲，听久了就歇斯底里的大哭一场。哭完了，心情也好了。这就是我减压的方法，不妨试一试吧！明年就高中大考了，现在好像还没那回事似的，我发现自己好懒哦！成绩不好、又懒、又爱上网。有时要发奋图强时，脑子里一定会闪过一个念头：等下才读吧！反正我有的是时间。唉，那就惨了嘛！

p/s 1 : 好久没用华文来写部落格了，有点生疏。

p/s 2 : 我已经规划好以后的生活了！以后我要一个人自己住，然后每天都要做运动。

不要为了谈恋爱而谈恋爱，
要为了他爱你多过你爱他而谈恋爱。
不要为了结婚而结婚，
结婚证书只能保证你有另外一半，
但它并不能保证你的下半辈子幸福。
要找一个自己爱的人难，
但要找一个爱自己的人更难。

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谁还记得是谁先说
永远地爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得
当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

tagged

1. Name :

Foo Aun Hua
2. Birthday :

August 4th
3.Who tagged you :
Kai Wen & Sue Yee
4. Name 5 of your best friends :
Michelle , Shuana , Sze Wei , Tjun Kit and Lim Shen
5. What do you want for your bday present :

D&G Fragrance that i missed this year
6. Happiest thing you have gone through recently :
Planned Michelle's B'day party have all of us have dinner together :D
7. Recent pressure :
SPM .... (my mom give me one)
8. Ambition :
Model
9. Do you have a lover :
yeah weih !
10. Will you look for your teachers during an alumni association :
why not ?
11. Who makes you happy during an outing :
JOKING around with my friends and walking down the streets
12. If 2 of your friends are arguing :
NO campur tangan , after that only talk to them :)
13. Where do you want to go with your lover :
My hometown in Perak :) nice air and nice night scenery
14. What do you want to do during Christmas :
ermmm meet up with some friends and party till past 12 , but that's quite impossible
15. Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with :
Friends and lover(s) ? hahaha
16. Do you have the excitement of waking up? :
no i always get very frustrated
17. How many siblings do you have :
A brother
18. Which song u like the most (female) :

Christina Aguilera - Lady Marmalade
19. Which song u like the most (male) :
黄靖伦-缺席
20. What colour do you like :

GREEN
21. Will you flush before use the toilet :
yeah , because i scared got germs , but i know toilet always got germs XD
22. Do you love me :
yeah !
23. Do you like male or female :
haha you think leh ?!
24. Shout out loud :
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M GETTING 黄靖伦'S ALBUM !!!!!!!!!!!
25. Dare to go for a pee at midnight :

yeah , why not ?
26. Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing? :

hahaha takan i pee on my pants meh ?
27. Who are supposed to be whacked? :
people that i don't like :)

28. What are you crazy of recently :

黄靖伦!!!!!!!!!
29. How is your sleeping look :
face aside .... gua ....
30. What time is it :
12.02am
31. Do you dislike the person who got you tagged :

haha no they're my friends :)
32. Your weight :
55.3KG
33. Weather :
dark sky la ...
34. Are you pregnant :

nooooooooooooooo
35. What will you do if you've won a lottery :

i'll buy all the designer's brands BAG and a bunglow and a hot car !
36. An activity of the undergraduate students :
cry out loud ?
37. Add a colour into rainbow :
green + light blue
38. Do you think friendship is true-hearted :
yeah
39. Do you know spring :
of course
40. Who do you like in TVXQ :

errr hard to choose leh .... Junsu XP
41. List out 5 of your flaws :

dunno , dunno , dunno , dunno , dunno
42. List out 2 sentences you like :

-i love you from the bottom of my heart

-i do
43. What do you like to eat :
errm Tiramisu
44. You pray to god for :
Everyone's healty
45. Brands you prefer :
LV , Gucci , Dior Homme , D&G
Tag,
* Michelle
* Shuana
* Sze Wei

updated !

yeah Sze asked me to update my blog ... so i'm updating now :) suddenly forgot how to upload pictures to blogger ... anyway i stopped on 17th of November , woo it was a long time . yeah happened a lot of things in these days , i went to watch DORAEMON !!! :D it was nice actually , erm the whole movie was quite "green" , yeah because it's about like ecosystem and enviroment thingy .

then i went to buy kit gor's present with Michelle and Shuana , after that slacking at home doing nothing ... i wanted to attend those baking class , which will help me in the future (baking cake or bread without going out and buy .. hehe) then i thought of what Mrs.Chua said : "surf the net la , there got so many good questions ! you can do and check the answer , if you don't understand then call me ... " yeah i didn;t tell my mom because she'll be like : "EH , i didn't see you doing add maths also , everytime online sure got laughing sound one!!! "

yeah so i give up on attend the baking class , but my cousin sister does ! she had it in Penang ... after that ...... OH yea i went to Eunice's surprise birthday party , had fun there but i wasn't dunk in the pool , lucky :) i was the second earliest who left , then i came home my mom ask : "how come you come back so early one ? i thought you'll be slcaking there until 12 something ..." ISSH ! then i should have stayed there until pass 12 !

err recently i just went to kit gor's birthday party :) i had FUN there !!!!!!!! i swam !!! four years never touch the swimming pool water , and that day i was pushed by Nicholas and DUMP* i was in the pool ! i really enjoyed the feeling swimming in the pool , i was the first who's out from the pool , i scared catch cold . i stayed there until 11.30 ! oh and i tasted Heineken .... for Sze and Dafinah they said it was nicer than Carlsberg but to me Carlsberg is still the best !!! :) and i tasted Vodka + Coca-cola , luckily i didn't sing .

Heineken !!!

but Carlsberg is still my favourite :)

yesterday after online i went back to my room and listen to songs until 2.30 a.m then i saw like lights in the balcony i thought like someone reflect the lights , but then i went up and i saw moonlight !!! this is my very first time seeing a very bright moonlight ! the feeling was really good , so i took a couple of pictures if it , few minutes later the moon was covered my the cloud already x( the picture came out with a quite nice quality , so PROUD of my phone !

it's nice right ?
this is GOOD :)

felt like missing something without tuition on Friday , it's Sue Yee !!! i miss you la , i miss fooling around with you ! teasing each other , since you cannot go out then i think the next time we meet will be OLD already XP

last picture with Sue Yee

i really miss this ! we went out together on the 1st of June 2009

i'll remember this night forever !!!

time

LONGGGGG TIMEEEE never blog already , it has been ..... okay i don't know how long i didn't blog . kind of lazy to do that . i got so many things to tell but it doesn't seems the right time to tell , i'm so so so tired nowadays , sleeping in the morning and waking up in the morning ... i wanted to continue IRIS my unfortunately , no oomph . i want to do things that i've already wrote down before exams ... but i'm too lazy . just feel like slacking at home 24/7 . i hope december will bring me to places that've never been to .

anyway i was very very happy about my chinese results although i didn't get the highest , but i know my others and all of them sucks ! i just hope that after i've attended all the functions only the mail come , if not ...... KENA !!!

examsssssssssss

studying these days for my final term and ..... i got 66 for my freaking mod maths ! shhhhh , i didn't my mom know ... met Yi May at tuition yesterday , four years never see her already . so sad la , now is like the time for people to have fun but i'm having exams .... no worries , i'll not be going to school after exams ! ;) i scared Chinese which will be on next Tuesday ...

no hope for Chemistry ..... SERIOUSLY !!

exams ...

today , i'm here backspacing my words , too many things to tell and , my mom is not that happy ... yeah i went online , she's not happy . i thought one of the rules is can go online on weekends ?!
then i cannot watch IRIS already .....
shit !
exam's just ruined everything !
i did not finish my BM paper 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOMORROW is finals , wish you guys the BEST of luck :)